Me — Time Budgeting

Lately I’ve been having a really hard time with… well, time. There’s been so much that I need to get done at work and at home, and I feel as though the amount of time I have to do it is getting smaller and smaller while the list of things is getting bigger. Part of the problem is that since I don’t have time to do weekly stuff, it keeps piling up, and another part of the problem is that I’m the only person filling in my position at work as of today. And not only that, the person that left was full time, and because of my school semester I still work part time. So what 1.5 full time employees were already struggling to carry is now being handled by 0.5 employees, which is me.

I do not know how I managed to wake up consistently at 5am last semester and get work done then. That was a magical time—a time I desperately need to emulate and am failing miserably at by struggling to get up at 7 every morning. (Which, back then, was my ‘sleep in’ day.)

What I have noticed is that it is nearly impossible to get real work done at my desk. I mean, why would I do anything when video games are right there and there’s no consequence to doing that instead of writing? (Beyond the mental consequence, that is.) That said, today I went straight to Starbucks after work, even though I was super tired from a long day, and pulled out my laptop to write. I will say, though I only stayed 2 hours and didn’t get nearly as much done as I’d have liked, I did get stuff done, so for that I am happy. I’ll try to do this more in the future.

I also think that since I have such a big backlog of work that needs to be done, there’s always a psychological strain on getting work done, so stress is a constant in my life right now. I imagine it would be a lot easier to get stuff done if I wasn’t so intimidated by the sheer amount of things that need to be done.

The thing that probably frustrates me most about situations like this is that while I know the answer is simple, it isn’t very clear. Do I need to schedule a day where I just kick down the whole to-do list? Would I even use that day properly or would I waste it and feel terrible as a result? Do I go to bed at 9pm and set up alarms that force me to get out of bed in the hopes that I can resume my once-great schedule? Do I just need to permanently trim my to-do list and forgive myself for doing so? Would the lessened burden fix things?

Part of me is thinking “just hold out for the summer, you’ll have more free time!” but I know that isn’t true. In fact, I’ll probably have less, because I’ll be working full time once school is out of the way, and I’ve half-committed to finishing the full-length play I started a few months ago, so the side projects I’m doing now will end up being even lower of a priority if I can’t find a way to up my creativity regarding personal projects.

Here’s hoping that regularly going to Starbucks will be worth my time (and the money my self-imposed patronage would cost).

Anyway’s that’s it for today’s useless ramble. Thank you for coming to my TED talk.

Improv 101 — Basic Acting (205)

Today we’ll be continuing to define some acting terms, but instead of simple definitions, this post will focus on all of the major problems that beginning actors (especially improvisers) have, and how to fix them. This is all the stuff that will bar your way from becoming a professional actor, since most of these are amateur mistakes that can usually be buffed out within a few months of regular practice. But first: things every new actor most learn.

Notice how the person on the right is standing. You can see his entire person, though he is clearly facing the other two. The person to the left, however, is standing at a profile–you can’t see anything his left hand would be doing.

Cheating out is probably the number one thing that one must always be aware of in every scene or game you play. This refers to your body position on stage, meaning that you should virtually always be facing the audience for whatever you do. It draws attention away from the actor when you aren’t facing them, and if your back is to them, they can’t see your face or anything you’re doing. Generally, when you are speaking, look towards the audience. If you and another actor are talking to each other, both of you should be facing the audience slightly as if they were a third person in the conversation, making a small circle as you with with two of your friends. (There are instances in which you want your back to the audience, but for the most part, just don’t do it.)

Projection is simple enough, yet even some experienced actors seem to have difficulty with the concept. All projection means is that you must speak loudly (and clearly) enough for the entire audience to hear you. You should never assume that you’ll be able to use a mic on stage, especially since its extremely common for mics to be turned off or not even work when you do have them (which is basically never the case with improv). So, basically, an actor must learn to carry their voice. This also goes along with stage acoustics. Some theaters are able to keep your voice strong as it goes through the audience, but an actor shouldn’t rely on that, either.

As far as rookie improv mistakes, there are three big things that virtually everyone messes up at first. To start off, improvisers should learn to not ask questions. While asking “Why?” and “What are you doing?” can be typical for a conversation with somebody you know, it should never be done on stage. Every action an improviser takes should add something to the scene, and open ended questions like the examples do not. Instead of asking a question, establish what they are doing for them, and even continue the scene. For example, suppose somebody seems to be pantomiming pushing a broom. The audience can probably tell that its what they’re trying to convey, so asking “What are you doing?” does nothing and puts everything on the other actor to justify where the scene is supposed to go. Instead, add something: “Honey, I need you to stop sweeping for a second and take out the trash, it’s really piling up.” Now all of a sudden you have a scene: that of a child doing household chores with a parent giving them more (where tone of voice in that quote can more readily establish who the speaker really is). This also sets up for conflict as perhaps this child is fed up with doing so many chores. Now, after only a single line, you have a setup for a good scene rather than a stage with two people on it.

Along the same lines, denial is a huge roadblock to some beginning actors’ scenes. This simply refers to denying what another says to be true in the scene. If somebody claims that you are sweeping when really you were intending to pantomime mopping or vacuuming, it can halt the scene if you simply say “I’m not sweeping.” This once again leaves the other actor to justify their own action of why they claimed you were sweeping. If somebody runs on stage and says “Oh my gosh, you’re on fire!” and you reply with “No I’m not.” it’s probably obvious how the progression of the scene can get difficult. If somebody is endowed with being on fire, that person, in the continuity of the scene, is now on fire. Now it is up to them to justify what happens next or why they didn’t act like they were on fire before (since perhaps the character they are playing didn’t see it.)

Lastly, improvisers should be aware of their stalling techniques. Most actors have at least one, and they are a means of halting the scene in order to buy themselves more time to do whatever it is they need to. In games that involve a lot of talking, common stalling phrases are “so”, “uh”, “and”, “decided to”, etc. These are beginnings of a sentence that are unnecessary for the context of the message. “John and Mary decided to go to the store,” is slow and does not move the scene forward. Simply deciding to go doesn’t mean that they are going, so now the action of going must also be established. Instead, the phrase should be “John and Mary went to the store.” This now puts the scene immediately into the store and allows for the action to continue. Nonverbal stalling techniques usually has to do with body language. It can be shifting feet, playing with hair, etc. (Mine personally was sighing when I didn’t know what to do).

That concludes the majority of things actors should be aware of before they get started. Next week we’ll start talking about actual improv games!